So, An Inanimate Object Made You Feel An Emotion: What Next?

Goodbye! to this old suitcase.

I don’t know what to do with this suitcase.

I’ve had it a while. It’s a good size for travel. The zippers are solid, the wheels still work. There’s just one small issue: The handle no longer extends.

I don’t remember exactly where I got this suitcase from. Probably some thrift store, or inherited from my parents (who in turn would have gotten it from a thrift store).

Thrift stores are perfect for suitcases. A suitcase occupies a category of object where its newness matters little over function. It is merely a shape for conveyance.

Needless to say, it did not start its life (with me) damaged. I lost my luggage on some trip, and the airline shipped it back to me. As the steward removed my bag from their vehicle, I noticed they could not operate the handle. Well, I thought. There’s a mildly annoying problem for future me.

I’ve held onto the crippled suitcase for many years.

The handle still works, but not in a way you would accept. It extends and retracts…. if you open it, and depress a small nub on the sliding track just right. Barely functional when empty, and a complete non-starter if you’re on the go.

I am nothing if not resourceful. Over the years, I’ve constructed a variety of pulleys to compensate for the broken handle. Most times these solutions fail, and I am left dragging the suitcase behind me like a fuming toddler; hoisting it one-armed on/off airplanes and around airports. One of these days, I will replace this suitcase, I promise myself.

Well, guess what? I finally did. I now have a new functioning carry-on suitcase. I’m looking forward to using it on my next planned trip. But… what do I do with the old one?

Throw it out, you might say.

Nice try, Satan. The moment I consider throwing the suitcase out, my mom’s face swims into view. Yes, I am still haunted as an adult by ghosts of being “raised Dutch.” I remember how frugal our family was, how handily we repaired things. You washed out butter containers and the name brand plastic bags, in case there was another use for it, or if someone in your community needs it.

Sure, I have to occasionally fashion a lead rope to pull this thing around. But it’s in good working order otherwise… right? It would be a waste to throw it out…. right?

OK… you say, a little cautiously this time. . How about donating it?

I don’t feel good donating it. I try not to think about how much stuff I bring Goodwill just ends up in the landfill anyways. What would someone from any thrift store do with a suitcase whose handle does not work?

Alright, you say. I can tell you are exasperated. What else?

Well…

As I look over at the suitcase, I realize something. It’s not like I need the space. Whatever’s stuck in my maw over this suitcase has more to do with “thanking” it for its service, than anything else. Honestly, it still zips. It isn’t hurting anything. I can use it to pack up some other objects in this place that need homes.

That would be as good a start as any.

Darlene